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Esther J. Ending spent her formative years on Ibiza, in Spain, where she received an English education at a British international school. In 1994, she moved to Amsterdam, where she worked as an IT specialist before immersing herself in filmmaking at the Dutch Film Academy.


Her literary journey began in 2004 with the release of her debut novel, Na Valentijn (After Valentine), a bestseller that earned her the prestigious Dutch Debut prize. In 2012, she drew acclaim with Stille mensen (Silent People) followed by Een eigen eiland (Ibiza’s Child) in 2015, set on the island of her childhood. Ending has also made contributions to television, working in writers' rooms for various series.


Currently, she is preparing to release three new works – a psychological thriller, a sci-fi novel, and a non-fiction exploration of love. A versatile writer, she’s also working on children’s books, which she herself illustrates. Ending is trilingual, fluent in English, Dutch, and Spanish.


Critics have hailed Esther J. Ending for her commanding and provocative themes, delivered with both poignancy and a wicked sense of humour. Her narratives, rich in vivid settings and powerful dialogue, tend to read like a movie, offering readers an unforgettable literary journey time and again.  

Na Valentijn - After Valentine


Rain, the daughter of hippie parents, grew up in Spain with her half-brothers, Storm and Forest, her twin brother, Ocean, and her half-sister, Pillow. As teenagers, Rain and the other children, neglected and abused, left their parents to build new lives in the Netherlands. Storm loses himself in numerous sexual affairs, including one with Rain. While Forest appears to lead a normal life, Pillow turns to alcohol for solace. Ocean becomes ensnared in psychosis and spirals downward. On Valentine’s Day, Pillow believes she sees Ocean’s spirit on her couch, leading Rain to suspect something more sinister must have happened to her twin brother. This launches a quest with profound consequences.


Na Valentijn is a dramatic yet darkly humorous story about five young adults, each struggling with their past in their own way—and linked by a secret that will bind them for life. The affection with which Ending portrays her characters makes Na Valentijn unforgettable.

After Valentine - English

translation  on its way!

Stille mensen - Silent People


When young, homeless Nicky accidentally ends up in an enormous squat called Pandemonium, life finally seems to smile upon her. She immediately feels at home in the picturesque rooms and the monumental courtyard and gets to know the resident groups that form a micro-society: hippies, fratboys, punks, artists, and intellectuals. Their relatively peaceful coexistence is violently disrupted when a party ends in a demolition spree by a group of neo-Nazis. Under the leadership of the charismatic Harm, the building is restored to its former glory. However, when some residents decide to expel a group of suspected junkies under suspicious circumstances, Nicky realizes that secret agendas are at play with far-reaching consequences. Pandemonium has become a human bomb on the verge of exploding.


Stille mensen is an exceptional novel about the intoxication of group euphoria and the end of individual thought. Esther J. Ending firmly establishes herself with this chilling, yet simultaneously thrilling and atmospheric novel.


Note: This is a first edition of Ibiza's Child:

Ibiza's Child


Ibiza, the 1980s. Marianne’s father is serving a prison sentence, and her relationship with her hippie mother is strained. One rainy afternoon, when her motorcycle breaks down, she accepts a lift from two members of the feared and hated Guardia Civil. Marianne is deeply impressed by one of them.


As her father's villa is dismantled and her mother becomes increasingly irrational, her fascination spirals into obsession. In a haze of alcohol and drugs, she teeters on the edge, risking not only her own downfall but also that of those around her.


A sweeping story of growing up, loneliness, obsession, and addiction on the island that captivates everyone’s imagination: Ibiza.

Published works

Upcoming

(covers are temporary and titles may change)

The following books are at a final editing stage and almost ready for publication.

A page-turning psychological thriller, expected next spring:

A non-fiction self-help book that advises you to chuck out your self-help books:

A chilling sci-fi novel on AI:

Esther J. Ending's Children Books, for the approximate ages 3-7 and 7-12

Ending started writing at a young age, entertaining friends with stories she also illustrated. Motherhood has rekindled this passion, resulting in the books below. Though she hasn’t as of yet approached publishers or agents for these works, the positive response from her daughter and friends has sparked consideration. Ending welcomes collaboration with other illustrators, emphasizing her role as a writer first and foremost. All stories are available in English, Dutch and Spanish.

Dragon Can't Sleep (ages 3-7)

In 'Dragon Can't Sleep,' the theme of fear unfolds in a whimsical tale where a dragon is kept awake by a frightened giant running circles around his castle. Intrigued, the dragon takes flight to investigate and discovers a cascade of comical events. The giant is fleeing from a spider, the spider is evading a little princess, the princess is escaping monsters, the monsters are running from a wolf, and the wolf is convinced he's being pursued by a tiger, which turns out to be the giant's docile cat.


The story concludes with everyone, having conquered their irrational fears, finally drifting off to sleep. 'Dragon Can't Sleep' offers a heartwarming and humorous exploration of overcoming fears and finding tranquillity in unexpected ways.

In this riveting and wickedly humorous time-travel series, young orphan Bobbie harbours dreams of becoming an inventor. Unbeknownst to her, she is the daughter of none other than Leonardo da Vinci, the genius inventor of a time travel machine back in 1482. An unfortunate accident has sent his baby daughter into the future – our world today. Ever since the incident, Leonardo has been desperately searching for her, in an overwhelming world wherein no one knows his true identity, often mistaking him for a homeless man.


Their long-awaited reunion is tainted when they discover they are being pursued by aliens with sinister plans to take over the world. These extraterrestrial beings aim to incapacitate humans with The Illness of Nothing, turning them into servile simpletons. Inventors, especially Leonardo and Bobbie, top their target list. To thwart this ghastly plan, father and daughter embark on a time-travel adventure through various eras, from the Romans to the Egyptians, in search of The Stone of Something—the key to the antidote for the illness.


The inspiration for this series came from Ending’s own child, who, at the age of six, yearned for history lessons not yet covered in school. Bobbie and her father’s historical escapades offer an enthralling and educational experience, presenting history basics in a most captivating manner.

 

The series (three books so far) has been an instant hit with readers, adults as well as children, who liken the writing style to Roald Dahl bold, exciting, eccentric and wildly funny.


How I saved the world from an alien invasion with my father Leonardo da Vinci (ages 7-12)

Sheeposaurus (ages 3-7)

A lovable sheep aspires to become the world's most fearsome creature. Disguised as a T-rex, it attempts to spook a scientist but instead gets launched into space on a rocket. Upon landing on a distant planet, the sheep is hailed as a fearsome deity by awe-struck dinosaurs who have never seen anything as white and woolly. However, despite its newfound dreaded acclaim, the sheep realizes that it can be lonely at the top, yearning to return home

In this endearing and humorous tale of a witch family, two young sisters share their observations about their mother’s seemingly inexplicable fits of anger that occur like clockwork once a month. They suspect it might have something to do with the moon. Despite their best efforts to lift her spirits, their attempts result in unintended consequences. Whether it's baking a cake (that plunges the kitchen into absolute mayhem), creating an impressive painting (on the living room wall), or picking flowers (from their mother's own garden), their endeavours keep falling short. At the close of the story we find that although there's still no resolution, it's (always) only a short matter of time before their mother is her happy, loving self again.


This imaginative narrative not only resonates with parents who may draw parallels to the monthly cycle but also highlights the transient nature of strong emotions in general something children themselves are familiar with.

Once a month our mum is very angry (ages 3-7)

The Enchanted Christmas Stocking (ages 3-7)

A day before Christmas, a young girl is dismayed to discover that her Christmas stocking has mysteriously vanished. Fearful that Santa Claus won’t know where to leave her presents, she resolves to track it down. Assisted by an absent-minded witch who, in a delightful twist, flies a mop instead of a broom, she sets off on a breathtaking journey to Sockland, a fantastical realm where disgruntled socks find refuge. Incidentally, Sockland also holds the key to unravelling the age-old mystery of disappearing socks!


Transversing past Penland and Hairbandland and encountering captivating creatures along the way, they finally reach their destination. Yet, to their surprise, the stocking has fallen in love, and adamantly refuses to come home. It appears that even the most cherished possessions sometimes have a heart of their own…


‘The Enchanted Stocking' is a delightful story of love, adventure, and the mesmerizing mysteries that make Christmas so wondrously magical.

The Golden Unicorn (in a tiny, pink, porcelain teapot) (ages 5-10)

In this thought-provoking fable, tranquillity on a peaceful farm is disrupted when a goat takes possession of a piece of land, constructing a fence around it under the claim of divine guidance from a golden unicorn encountered in a visionary dream. The enigmatic unicorn purportedly resides within a tiny, pink porcelain teapot soaring high in the sky – too high and too minuscule to be discerned by the naked eye. According to the goat, this unicorn is the universal boss of all bosses, and its will must be abided. Though initially captivated by the goat's tale, the farm animals become wary as, with each passing day, the goat expands his fenced territory.


A twist ensues when a llama, too, erects a fence around a parcel of land, guided not by a golden unicorn but by a paper donkey nestled in a diminutive coffee pot. According to the llama, this paper donkey ranks higher than the unicorn, although the unicorn cannot know this due to the minuteness and altitude of his coffee pot. The goat reacts with fury, leaving the other animals bewildered. Confusion deepens when the llama, following another vision, declares she no longer requires fencing, as the paper donkey has conveyed that all the land belongs to her, stretching to the horizon and beyond…


Drawing inspiration from the philosophical musings of thinkers like Russell and Rousseau, this narrative delves into the illusion of possession, raising intriguing questions and echoing Rousseau's sentiment: “Civilization began when one man fenced a piece of land and claimed it as his own – and found people crazy enough to believe him.”


While Ending has made illustrations for this tale, she welcomes collaboration with other illustrators for this story as well as other projects.

 

The Greener Grass and Other Stories (age 5-10)

In this captivating collection of stories, we encounter a curious cow convinced the grass is greener next door, an imaginative little girl who believes her granddad was a princess, a mischievous boy who "acquires" a chicken for a pet, a witch who purchases a painting that mysteriously comes to life, and a devious fart that aspires to smell up the world entire, among many others.


Catering to various preferences, some short stories are perfect for tired kids needing a quick bedtime escape, while others provide longer narratives for unhurried reading. True to Ending's style, each story unfolds with its own unique charm, immersing readers in a world of imagination, laughter, and unexpected twists.